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Aloha! [Nov. 3rd, 2008|12:46 am]
[Current Location |Dubai]
[I'm Feeling | sleepy]

Hey!!
how the hell is everyone? everyone... everyone...
woah! it friggin echoes in here!! I'M ALL ALONE!!! MY !#$$#@##$% OLD FRIENDS ARE GONE!! :-/

Well fine! whoever reads this, is... ermm.. reading anyway!
*blonde post...*   i do realize.

i have no idea what reminded me of this place, but i just  thought i'll make a superstar appearance here, and bow down to my fanbase, but don't be too excited with taking photos, as there'll never be any wardrobes malfunction... (.)  OOPPS! *hides*

hehehehe.... i dunno i'm in bed, in dubai, in the beginning of  the week,,had a long long day.. and not feeling great..
gonna head to la la land now, and yeah... love to all those lovely lovely pplzzzz in here, y'all know who y'all are :p

ciao for now.

Feras.
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a quicky [Nov. 15th, 2005|12:04 pm]
[I'm Feeling | weird]
[MoozeeK |SOAD : Violent Pornography]

Yo!
How’s all ?
It’s been so long I almost forgot the username and the password, but … apparently, …………
I remembered :D

I’m in Jordan right now, back from Dubai, UAE for just a quick visit.. 22 days , 2 weeks to go and then am back there again, where work starts al over again, and the lifestyle which I’ve adopted and been adopted by, starts again…
Not so bad, yet not so great either, cuz u know, you end up on your own and stuff, a whole different life, friends, surroundings, no more family, close friends yada yada yada…
Anyways, not much to say here, I kinda miss it here… kinda :p hoping akk are just fine n stuff,
Might be updating soon with more personal stuff hehe.. like u know.. girlfriends, girls, chicks, ladies, women.. and all related problems lol
So.. yeah, catch ya’ll laters,
Take care my babies :D

DehumanizeD
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MachineHead + Seps to cover Metallica..! [Mar. 30th, 2005|02:48 pm]
check this out :

http://www.encycmet.com/news/2005-03-29.shtml

My article :D
the concert ROX!! i might get pix and/or vids , i will post here if so!
y'all take care

DehumanizeD
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woohoo [Mar. 18th, 2005|01:39 am]
[I'm Feeling | energetic]
[MoozeeK |Coal Chamber : Dark Days]

I'm going to the DUBAI Desert Rock Concert on the 25th of march. :D

cool shit man "The Darkness , Sepultura!!!, Machine Head !!, Within Temptation!, Saxon" and two local bands : "Juliana Down and NerveCell" (meh :p)

woohoo me's kinda excited, 'tis ma first time to see major bands esp. like sepultura that i've been listning to for years now *headbangs* \m/
all are playing at the same day starting from 3 pm :D

more : http://www.phride.com/drfeature/

ok . peace out. :)

oh oh you might wanna check this shit out , it's crazy.. stupid.. silly .. insane hehe and funny ---> Click Here Dude! !

DehumanizeD
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some some about my first time.. [Feb. 8th, 2005|09:12 am]
[MoozeeK |Rob Zombie : Girl On Fire]

here's an insider bit of how my "first time" was like for me , i know some of you might be interested to know that i finally did it.
to be honest..
i was kinda nervous the thought at first, when i was "getting ready",
and when i saw her for the first time that close..
it made me just .. stare ..
and think.
she's pretty.
...
and then it started, things were less messy than i thought they would be (don't ask!)
it started slow at first, which made me kinda.. relax in, eventho to be straight honest with ya,
i wasn't nervous at all when everything actually started, well ok maybe just for the first second, litarly.

noises started to get louder,
it was like..
she was screaming
and then...
like an explosion, we hit it off with a big push!
i wanted to close my eyes for a moment, but then i thought "i don't wanna miss the view"
so i kept'em open, and i was smiling eventhough my mind wasn't 100% focused..
u know, thoughts and images were in my mind, of what happened, is happening, will happen and how it all happened, question started to rise right away.. questions of 'what's next' mainly.

anyway,
we were rising up and up... and then it hit me "...we're flying" , and it felt like we did
the noises were clear,
untill we reached.. a climax
that's when things got less "rocky"
and the noises faded out..
time to relax now.
i closed my eyes for a moment, and then i opened them back again..
turned on the music
and started listning
i didn't feel like talking,
so i rarely did throughout the whole 'trip'
which was very ok with me, coz u know.. after all i'm all by myself.

after some calmnesss .. peaceful time,
and silence that was interrupted with music in my ears..
noise.. restarted
rockiness came back and things started to shake, but less than the first time hehe
noise became louder
and Boom! *squeeeeek*..
noise down.. and down.. and down.
Stopped.
i didn't like this part much , coz it got crowded!
we were then guided to the exit , which was in the back
et voila! i was in the airport, and my first flight was over!
"stay in the terminal, sir.. ur next flight will be in 3.5 HOURS!"
had to wait in Doha, Qatar .. and then get the next flight and head to my destination..
Dubai, UAE
and that's where am at now.

stay tuned for ma next post :p


anybody hates me?
no?
noo??
.. weird!.


DehumanizeD
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Fly! [Jan. 30th, 2005|01:06 pm]
[I'm Feeling | melancholy]

It's Been so fucking long since i posted... ANYTHING in here
so hello *ecoes..*
it's me.. feras u know

well i'll make it short,
it's 12:50 am now
and i'm leaving tomorrow to UAE, Dubai ... for .. work.
IN A BANK , -so much for graphic design right?- .. pff hehe i'll manage
My plane leaves at 3:40 pm , so i gotta be up at 3:35 heheh jk , i mean by 12
so yeah.. i have no idea how long am gonna be staying there
i mean ... if things went fine...
it might be for a "longer" time.. if not
i'll be back before you can say "hola pola chuncky wuncky sonavabitch chikoslovakian ... stuff"

pretty quick.



i dunno how am i feeling now
so many mixed feelings and emotions inside of me ....
am very sad
and excited,
worried
afraid
welling
alive
tired
alert
sad
and .. yeah something is missing in me , i just don't know what is it yet ..
i think it's the fact that i'm already missing being surrounded by those daily faces i love around me
i should shut up and go now
yeah.

oh and btw,
hope everyone's ok :)i miss you too.



DehumanizeD
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the beginning of an end [Nov. 28th, 2004|03:37 pm]
hello,
as i said in the last entry,
a part of my work is 'web design ,and flash animation'
i'm new to this whole thing,
a beginner
and this is my first 'website' so far,
the intro is parts of a multimedia presentation for the client
made by another person who works here,
not my style hehe, but .. 'the customer sucks.. erm i mean is always right'.

the page is not bad, but yeah again.. we're mostly controled by what
the client wants, and sometimes what he wants.... is ugly hehehe.

i'm feeling a bit *yay* tho for having my first page online :D
y'all check it out and don't tell me what you think.
love and stuff..


http://www.avimpact.com

DehumanizeD
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Ladies and gents. [Nov. 23rd, 2004|10:25 am]
[I'm Feeling | okay]

hello everyone and everybody, and all .

it's been so long since i last checked/posted livejournal,
not that anyone, anybody or all care :D
buuut well .. i've been dc from the net for soooo long,
been jobless for that long as well, (which incase u didn't figure it out yet, is the reason behind the disconnection from the net... more clarification?.. ermmm.. ok pinhead, NO MONEY!)

now,
i'm working as a graphic designer, almost for two months now, so "yay" for that :o)
yeah and ermm.. what else? i dunno .. in my work ,
i do web design, multimedia presentations, audi and video editing (which is fucking cool) ,
flash animation .. and ermm.. i guess that's about it :D
i love it , eventhough it's very challenging,
i know i know , you wish me the best of luck :p
anyhoooo,
i leave now, and hope to come back later,
seriously y'all though...
i do really miss SOME of you here
you know who you are :D :D :D

love and stuff,
DehumanizeD
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Ouch..! [Oct. 5th, 2004|10:12 am]
[I'm Feeling | sick]




"Discussion With America"
U.S : "Why do you hate us ?"

..more? )
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7ayyoot :) [Aug. 18th, 2004|01:26 pm]
it's [info]hayat's birthday (tom.)

Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday To Youuuuu
Happy Birthday dear 7ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat
Happy Birthday To Youuuuuu :)))

I know it's one day earlier,
but i thought
1- to be the first
2- before i forget lol

love you sweets, and hope everything is fine with you , haven't heard from you in a long ass while :D, hope all's okie
you take care and BE OK! :)
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Unforgiven [Aug. 17th, 2004|02:43 pm]
Inspired by Metallica's "The Unforgiven II"
i did this image, which is done by playing around with the default filters of Photoshop, no brushes, pictures, or plugins were used
i know it looks .. weird .. maybe, but i like how it came out, and i sure hope you too do :)


click for the full view






Salam,
DehumanizeD
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Blasphemy [Aug. 10th, 2004|01:07 pm]
[I'm Feeling | lonely]
[MoozeeK |Metallica : Orion]

800 x 600 wallpaper size
like the colors.


Click for the full Size






DehumanizeD
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Eye Contact [Aug. 8th, 2004|02:03 pm]
[MoozeeK |Lamb Of God : Ruin]

this is prolly why i should stick to image manip. and stop attempting to draw heh.
i like the concept, for some reason
but i don't really like the way it turned out.
be kind ppl! ;)


Click for the full View






DehumanizeD
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Robo [Aug. 6th, 2004|02:05 pm]



dude i'm bored lol
and yeah just was messing around, altho i liked the robo but thought to make it a bit more silly or sth..
yeah i shutup.

DehumanizeD
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Aloha..! [Aug. 3rd, 2004|09:53 pm]
hey all..
i've had no internet access in the past few days, so that's why i didn't reply to most of the comments i got (aaaaaaaaaaaaha!) , altho i tried and replied for as much as could.. well anyhooo
big thanks to everyone who did comment *mwa* , you all are lovely :D

well.. since i don't post much about what's going on with my life..
i think i should do this now ,
ermm let's see..
i have nothing to say lol

i've been feeling low lately, haven't been outside the house for like.. over a week now, i dont even feel like going anywhere, besides.. i don't even have the cash to go ANYWHERE!
man ...
i wanna get OUT OF HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEREEEEEEEE *grr*
yeah .. hopefuly someday,
somehow.. i'll manage to do that ..
i just hope it'd happen before i fucking die :-(

ok now y'all understand why i don't talk much about my life anymore hehe :/

yeah i'll shutup,
oh hey!
no images!
woohoo!


am out,
Salam.

DehumanizeD
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"Trail Of Tears" [Jul. 26th, 2004|02:05 pm]
Winamp was running all of my mp3z on random,
and "trail of tears" by Testament, came as i was finishing this image,which is originaly another picture of [info]armenda *waves*
so i decided to name it that :D

i realize it needs more editing, but i kinda like it..

well you know the rules.. click bla bla to see the full bla bla :D





original behind the cut, otherwise you won't know what i've done :) )

DehumanizeD
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Decay [Jul. 25th, 2004|04:46 pm]
[MoozeeK |Fear Factory : Archetype]

hey :)

Got some pictures from the beautiful [info]armenda and did a couple of manips. for her.. this is one of'em

Click on the cropped image for the full view please








for some odd reason, the final image scared me hehe, i was hoping that the final one would still have the beautiful side, so i hope that you could see that, eventhough i do realize it might've needed more touch-ups.
Thank you :)

DehumanizeD
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Where The Wild Things Are [Jul. 24th, 2004|07:34 pm]
Inspired by the lyrics of Metallica's "where the wild things are"
i've made this VERY SIMPLE Eye-Image.

three versions are behind the cut..

Eye.. )

DehumanizeD
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Self Destruction [Jul. 24th, 2004|12:29 am]
[MoozeeK |Joe Satriani : Gnaaah!]

my last post was about Suicide,
so here's another bite,
from another angle though :D

btw..
the Pistol is for real , it's a REAL old pistol that i found at a friends' house, and took the picture when he went to the bathroom...
and u know what ? it just hit me ..
FUCK! A REAL PISTOL! POINTED AT MY HEAD!!
what the hell was i thinking? i mean ..
wooohooo that would've been a mess!!
and they do NOT like their furniture to be touched, or messed with ,
so i'm only guessing here, that they won't really liked blood stains as well!

oh boy! i'm still alive! hehe
(the pistol reminded me of the movie "The Mexican" , coz it kinda looked like it)






okie i'm out :D
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Game Over! [Jul. 21st, 2004|03:11 pm]
[MoozeeK |Pantera : Cemetary Gates]

Used the picture from [info]my_collapse again that i've used in my last post, didn't mean to but i just did hehe, i like the original picture, and.. i kinda like the result in here as well :)

please Click on the cropped image for the full view and description of the image





Hope you like it,
and thank you for your replies everyone , i really appreciate that! :o)


DehumanizeD
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